Guinevere Gets Sober

Recovery news, reviews and stories, by Jennifer Matesa.

Eminem Officially Named God (of Rock).

GQ has named Eminem a God of Rock.

(My man Robert Plant is in there too. Also three women!—Deborah Harry, Erykah Badu, P.J. Harvey.)

Shady says he couldn’t have done the last two albums, much less stayed alive, without being sober.

The GQ portrait. Dude: nice necklace.

On the ways the things that made him push himself also made him into a junkie:

The thing sobriety has taught me the most, is the way I’m wired—why my thought process is so different. I’ve realized that the way I am helps with the music. Sporadic thoughts will pop into my head and I’ll have to go write something down, and the next thing you know I’ve written a whole song in an hour. But sometimes it sucks, and I wish I was wired like a regular person and could go have a fuckin’ drink. But that’s the biggest thing about addiction: When you realize that you cannot—for fuck’s sake, you can NOT—fuck around with nothing ever again. I never understood when people would say it’s a disease. Like, ‘Stop it, dickhead. It’s not a disease!’ But I finally realized, Fuck, man—it really is.

On being a freak in rehab:

Look, every addict in rehab feels like everyone’s staring at them. With me? Everyone WAS staring at me. I could never be comfortable. There were people there that treated me normal. Then there were a bunch of fucking idiots who aren’t even concentrating on their own sobriety because they’re so worried about mine. They’re stealing my hats, my books—it was chaos. Everything was drama in there. And at the time, I didn’t really want to get clean. Everybody else wanted me to. And anyone will tell you: If you’re not ready, nothing is going to change you. Love, nothing.

On caring too much what other people think about you:

I would hear people saying this and that about Relapse. Certainly I’m not going to sit on the Internet all day and read what Sam from Iowa is saying about me. But I’m a sponge. I’ve always been a sponge.

Read the interview

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1 Comment

  1. We share musical taste G. Have you heard Alison Kraus sing with Robert Plant. I travel somewhere else in my mind/heart when they sing together. PJ Harvey is the ex of another of my muso guru’s -,Nick Cave. They all have something that just catches me somewhere down inside. A day without my spirit being touched by art , whether it be music, dance, literature or whatever is a poorday. I saw a David Mach exhibition recently and was seriously moved.

    I am seeing Steve Earle play in Glasgow next week. I am taking one of my sponsors. I know – everything to excess. Even sponsorhip. I am also being excessive with sport watching right now. Funny old game called Rugby is taking up way too much time. But hey, a world cup is only every 4 years.
    Be well. R.

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